Years ago I wrote an affirmation for myself that was, "I jump into my life with my whole heart." My normal pattern was to sign on to something, but then feel a drag or a holding back in myself--which truly was a drag! I was coming from fear and/or a less-than place.
In my blog, I last talked about participating in the Kumbha Mela pilgrimage in India in February 2013. I said I had many fears but had committed to going. Some of my fears have to do with money.
I was compromising, fussing, trying to decide when was the "safest" time to pay--did I dare? I was doing my usual "holding back."
Today I put the remainder of my balance for the trip into the mail! I jumped in with my whole heart. FYI, it's a big deal.
PS: I sent in my deposit a week or so ago. My husband and I pooled our Visa points and converted them into cash. We came up with $1500, which was the exact amount of the deposit required!
ReplyDeleteI think it's meant to be.