Old Stuff!

We leave soon for a trip to Norway and a fjord cruise with dear friends!   Lauren, my husband, was there when he was in NROTC while in college, and has never forgotten how beautiful the fjords are.

Not all of our documents that we need have reached us, and I found myself flaring in anger with our AAA travel agent.  I realized a moment later that it was that my anxiety had "gone sky high," so I reacted in anger. ( Fear of not being able to stay in our hotel in Bergen, etc.)

That is old, first chakra, stuff for me--not feeling safe in the world.  My instant reaction is anger and a need to do something RIGHT AWAY!  This is all to relieve my anxiety.

Interesting how these old fears and "coping" behaviors lie dormant and can just rise to the surface so easily and quickly.  But good I noticed and realized what was happening.  And good it was my husband who was talking to our travel agent at that moment and not me.  :-)