I Decided

Just to follow up on my last blog--I have decided to have rotator cuff surgery and have set the date--March 1st.  I am glad I made the decision from a place of calm and not from fear or what I "should" do.  In the past, I have made decisions like this in a hurry, not from a centered place.  "Get it over with!"  Be the good girl and do what "they" say.  If I had had significant pain, I'm sure I would have opted for it right then, but I have little to no pain.  I have also faithfully done my exercises and have rehabilitated it greatly.  Yet, it's still significantly torn and that part won't repair.  I guess I'm practicing good stewardship of my shoulder.